He Will Work All Things For The Good Of Those Who Love HIM

Good Morning !
I am so blessed By my Father in Heaven. He loved me so much that He was not willing that I should perish in Moab, Utah . He was not willing to leave me and my family in cruel bondage under an abusive spiritual leader. ........My heart swells with love for Him as I think about how much He must love us. I am so grateful to Him........I know I can never repay Him for ALL that He has done for me. The only thing left to do is try to follow His Sons example and Love My Neighbor As Myself.
I realized as we were coming out of the cult "Jahwahs Little Flock of Overcomers ", that not one penny of all the tithes that were given to Deborah ( DeborJah ) Taylor ( Moab, Utah ), was spent on helping anyone outside the group. Not one hungry person was fed, not one poor person clothed, not one sick or struggling person visited or encouraged, not one homeless person given shelter. But thousands of dollars was spent on gold, silver, gemstones, Holy Vessels, robes, all for lifting up Deborah ( DeborJah ) Taylor and whomever in the group was being lifted up at that time. Thousands of dollars spent on " stocking up " for the Tribulation ( just for our group, not for anyone else) . We were taught that no money from the POOR TITHE was to be spent on THE DEAD, that meant anyone outside the group. Actually we were taught that everyone in the churches were bundled up to be burned, everyone else that was not one of " The Elect " ( we were of course part of the elect) was covered with evil spirits.
The children of the group are terribly isolated. They are not allowed to associate with children of the world because all children in the world were coverd with evil spirits. We were in effect forced to hide our light under a covering. That covering was Deborah ( DeborJah ) Taylor ( Moab, Utah ). It took a long time to realize that this person was nothing like the example of the humble teachers of the New Testament. She taught that EVERY word she spoke was to be obeyed without questioning..... unlike the Bereans who scoured the scriptures to verify what they were being taught. As a matter of fact, on one occasion while teaching a lesson, Deborah ( DeborJah ) Taylor held up a bible and said " this book is dead ! ". Now, I understand that one can read the bible without the Holy Spirits guidance and therefore to that person it is not The Living Word , but what she was saying to us was that SHE ALONE had the ability to interpret or understand the Bible. If anyone questioned or disagreed with her, a lesson would come down from Jahwah to put the fear back into the whole group. The lesson would be full of how the mind or thinking for ones self was ALL THE FLESH , and therefore EVIL , or how COMING UP OVER THE WORD ( disagreeing with Deborah Taylor ) could result in the entire family going to Hell. I have to ask the Father to forgive me of my ignorance of His Word. Ignorance is no excuse.
There is an other issue that I witnessed for years, Deborah ( DeborJah ) Taylor ( Moab , Utah ), was very verbally abusive to her elderly sister . Deborah ( DeborJah ) Taylors elderly sister lived with her. Her sister was extremely hard of hearing. On numerous occasions Deborah would try to tell her sister something and either her sister would not hear her at all or would misunderstand what was said and therefoer respond inappropriately. Deborah ( DeborJah )Taylor ( Jahwahs Little Flock Of Overcomers ) would scream at her in a very cruel tone and she did it with out regard for who was standing by. My heart sank everytime I was present for one of these episodes. Deborah ( DeborJah ) Taylor ( Jahwahs Little Flock Of Overcomers ) demanded respect for herself, ie. no one was allowed to go to the restroom during one of her lessons.....even if it meant wetting yourself.....she did this with children and adults, we were expected to stand when she entered the room to give a lesson, we were to follow her every instruction, suggestion or advise without questioning.......which we did, believing we were DOING THIS UNTO THE FATHER. But Deborah did not do as she taught. She showed no respect or compassion for her elderly Sister.....and it breaks my heart that her sister has to live that way because she has no where else to go.
I know this post is rambling. There is so much going on in Jahwahs Little Flock Of Overcomers that is the exact opposite of what The New Testament example Christ left us. It is my hope that something good can come out of this ordeal.......even if it is just to warn others so that not one more person forgets their first love to follow after Deborah ( DeborJah ) Taylor and Jahwahs Little Flock Of Overcomers in Moab Utah.
I invite anyone who has been affected by spiritual abuse, to share their experience. Spiritual Abuse in my humble opinion, is the worst from of abuse because it deals with ones eternal destiny. Spiritual abuse affects not only the victim, but also the families of these victims. Christ was a loving, compassionate teacher. I recently bought a book called " Blessing and Curse : You Can Choose " by Derek Prince. On page 76 , he describes three key words that expose the activity of witchcraft : Manipulation, Intimidation and Domination. I nearly fell over when I read that because that is EXACTLY what is in operation under Deborah ( DeborJah ) Taylor and her group, Jahwahs Little Flock Of Overcomers in Moab, Utah.
I am currently woking on another blog My Brothers Keeper Project. This other blog will, I believe balace out this blog. What I mean is that this site deals with the dark subject of Spiritual Abuse, the My Brothers Keeper Project blog ( you can find this blog listed under MY BLOG LIST on the left ) is dedicated to helping those affected by spiritual abuse, to let the Father turn our ordeal into something good. I ecourage everyone to focus on how we can care for and love our neighbor as ourselves and let our lights shine !!!

Love, Lisa